Friday, July 17, 2009

summer as I know of it...and me just typing whatever is going through my head..literally!!

Hey guys I know I've said that I'd be "updating" lol.. but clearly I haven't been doing a good job of that at all!! I'm currently listening to a song that's a tribute to Audrey Hepburn--I absolutely adore her. She is definition of timeless beauty & class. And talking about tributes, of course the biggest artist in our time and generation has passed away most recently. And I'm sure all of you guys know who I'm talking about. Michael Jackson. A true performer and star that shined on stage and off. And honestly all the buzz with him being a molester and what not, I don't buy any of that. I belive that when you have to grow up at such a young age and you miss most of your childhood, that desire for something you've missed never goes away. Especially the abuse that Michael Jackson received from his father, Joe Jackson is really horrible. Michael Jackson's impact on the world is breathetaking.. the effects that he had on people. I am a true testiment of his music and especially his dancing. He's pushed the limits on what music really is. Thriller, moonwalking...he's stamped his name on the world. He's a beast -- straight up !! RIP King of Pop. You've been a true star and have inspired and moved me in so many ways.

Moving on, I don't know why I'm up at 3:34...oh yes I do wasting time on my labtop .. surfing through the web like I always do. I have to wake up in 4 hours.. and head over to court to contend my ticket. Oh happy day....

I've noticed have horrible articulation--hence my videos. I apologize if I'm so all over the place and I don't make much sense!! Lol. My brain is so scattered. I really need to make a conscious effort on being more "in track" with my thoughts. And just making more sense in general. haha I really do laugh at myself when I look at my videos. They're quite embarassing I just like it to put them up to really just spread some knowledge about my makeup and some beauty tricks ;) My intentions on my channel were never to be a huge youtube star nor be a guru. So yes..my end statement : I'll work on my videos to be more streamline and orderly vs. being all over the place and more articulate.

Summer has consisted of..
-dancing
-working
-hanging out with friends
-school

I don't think I never mentioned on youtube about my personal life whatsoever. Just because I would to keep myself somewhat private on youtube...just because you know there's some crazy people out there ! Ya'll know what I mean..anywhos. Yes..I dance, it's a really really big part of my life. I've been dancing for over 10 years. But now, I mostly dance hip hop and I love love contemporary as well. I dance with a team down here in Socal. If your familiar with the dance community and or scene down here, you know it's huge. Again, I'm keeping it private on who I dance with also to protect my team's name ;). But my biggest passion in life is dancing..I live, sleep, and breathe it. Don't know what I would do without it. No, I'm not majoring in it. But I dance probably 70% of my week. My only days off is Friday & Saturday. Rest of the week I'm either in class or practice. Oh .. and I'm also a dance teacher so my job consits of dancing as well lol. And all my friends that I usually hang out with are dancers whom are on the same team as me..and I see them 3 times due to practice + to hang out so .. pretty much I'm in a "dance" enviornment most of the time.

My school..I'm a transfer student..haven't quite transferred yet but on the road to working on transferring out. My major? Business Entertainment. I plan on eventually moving out to LA to pursue my goals in entertainment. Dancing, acting, modeling (if even possible) working in entertainment. etc. etc. Not much of a singer .. I can sing but it's not like mariah carey status.

Have you guessed ? I'm a very ambitious person. I expect A LOT out of myself. I have big ambitions. I love to dream. I like setting goals for myself. Not because my parents push me.. just because I want to. Although, yes you may have noticed I am Asian, but I've been really blessed with parents..well let's say my dad's out of the picture but my mother is really liberal. She's very supportive of me dancing and gives me a lot of freedom on what I want to do in my life. I was at a point in my life where I really wanted to quite school, move to LA and start my life. And you know what as stupid as my impulsive decision sounded, my mom simply said, "It's your life...I'm not you. If you want to make it big and go out..do it big and put all your energy into 100%." However, I came into conclusion that there is no big rush and getting an educational background and degree is very important. woooo....( I'm a bit sarcastic too ) haha

I'm actually leaving up to SF this weekend for a performance .. really excited about that :) I've been extremely busy this week so it'll be nice to breathe a bit. And off to Vegas next week for a competition .. I'll be there the whole week. Vegas is so f*#(en hot in the summer..over 100 easily. I'll fry like a egg :(


Last piece of thought I swear and I have to sleep after and you must be awfully bored reading this too! Summer love is virtually unapparent for me. I've been single for the past 3 years..with no dating in between. It doesn't help at all when I'm so darn picky and I'm one of the "guys." Also, I hang out with the same people and we all hang around the same people .. so meeting people ? Extremely slim. I don't understand why guys don't come to me...why?! Well some do .. but they're all the bad ones. I guess my plans for summer love has crashed and burned horribly. God.. I am such a whiner. haha...ok that's it ! As promised.

Thank you for reading my blog. And my thoughts that come out of my ass and I just type them as is. As you have noticed...not really so much about makeup, but more on me rambling...off to SF tomorrow. Hope you ladies have a great weekend.


xoxo




Monday, May 25, 2009

First Entry

Hey it's impulsive makeup here :) Just wanted to say hi to everybody and all my viewers/subscribers--thank you!! So I will try to do my reviews on youtube, however, there will be times when I will do some on my blogspot because I'm lazy to post it up , record, etc.


If there's any requests or looks please shoot me out a comment


Next look up: I think she is absolutely stunning . Miss Korea's Honey Lee





She has a very sexy, yet clean smoky look going on which is perfect for the night out, prom, date, etc.


Have a lovely day
xoxo
impulsive makeup